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12/19/2023
Day 16, Advent, 12/19/23: Take Away My Disgrace (Luke 1:25)
"The Lord has done this for me," she said. "In these days he has shown his favor and taken away my disgrace among the people" (Luke 1:25).
Luke 1:5-25 describes how Elizabeth, the childless wife of a priest, learns that she will give birth to a prophet named John the Baptist, thus taking away her disgrace as a barren woman which was considered to be a curse from God (cf. Gen 1:28). God's passion is to take away our disgrace (Lk 1:25) — the disgrace of our failure, our misfortune, our sin, and even of our circumstances. Elizabeth being childless was a circumstance beyond her control but still considered a disgrace by many people in her time and her culture.
What disgrace, disappointment, or disaster do you have that is holding upi back? Will you openly confess it and the feelings that it fosters within you, and ask God to take it away?
In the past I felt a sense of pride for becoming a medical doctor, coming to the U.S. against all odds, having kids and grandkids, discipling Christians in the U.S., Malaysia and the Philippines, and planting a small church community at WL. But I've never really felt any significant public shame or disgrace until my recent indictment, arrest, trial, conviction and guilty verdict this year. The daily feeling of shame, disgrace and uneasiness follow the incessant accusatory thoughts that God is punishing me for my sin, and that God is not pleased with me after blessing me beyond measure (2 Sam 12:7-8).
Lord, I know my sin that is always before me and that my sin is always against you (Ps 51:3-4). Lord, help me know, as Elizabeth did, that through Jesus, you have already shown me your favor and taken away my disgrace.
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